En de zwoele zomeravonden
vergroten mijn liefde voor jou.

Je kunt overal heen gaan en lachen wat je wilt. Je kunt op stap gaan met vrienden en andere meisjes ontmoeten.
Je kunt feesten en je zal alles vergeten. Je kunt doen alsof het je allemaal niets kan schelen. Je kunt gaan en staan waar je wil, jezelf groot houden en stoer doen. Maar ik weet beter, je zult me missen.
Je kunt vechten tegen het gemis, maar geloof me.. het gemis zal winnen!

I’m sorry for getting this interested in you
for dragging you into my world
and I’m sorry for not letting go.

Ik neem het leven bij de hand
en dans samen met haar weg.

hollow inside a broken mind
is a hidden girl you’ll never find
she whispers through what’s left of her breath
wonders around, her soul is extremely close to death
her heart has been brutally broken before
but this time it’s suffering wrongfully ever so more
she lies, cries & slowly dies in a broken down room
& knows there is something wrong she’s headed for doom
all around this unsafe shelter is broken shattered glass
people come & go not acknowledging her they just pass
after all the pain & guilt she went through for that bastard
somewhere she left back all the happiness & achievements she had mastered
this story will go on until she is not weak
&until she finds the courage that she seeks
she’ll try to get her revenge on that cruel vindictive man
maybe shoot him in the leg or cut off his hand
in the end we know there’s no hope she’s almost dead
but these nightmares are still left in her head
she tries so hard to break through
yes to break through from you
you the man who beats her without any guilt
in her own stable house that she has built
she’s so broken that there’s nothing left of her tears
she sits all alone in the corner awaiting her fears
her life is now filled with dark hatred light
she’ll die soon & it’s tonight

I’m deeply hurt and all these words cut right through my heart
Everything’s stolen from me, nothing’s left.
All there is left is this part of a girl I once was,
a part of the girl I could’ve been but I no longer am.
I always saw the joy and happiness in life
but since this moment, everything’s changed..
I’m not me, I’m not joyful anymore,
and the world just isn’t as pretty as it seemed

[....]

when i think of you, all i can do is smile.

although i’ve tried so hard to push you away
to nxc3xb3t fall in love with you, not think of you.
although i’ve tried so hard to fight the constant need
of being together with you
I know can say i’m glad I failed.
I fell in love with you big time
and your constantly on my mind.
The times spended with you are the best
times i’ve had.
you’re the one making me smile
you’re the one I need to be with
when i’m with you everything feels right.
just by being you, you make it all complete
don’t ever change, don’t ever leave.
just stay, right here..
with me!